Yesterday, I planned a route using the london cycle route planner. It was great. (Thanks for giving me this idea, Chalky!)Made the run more interesting because I didn't really know where I was going, and by the end of it I KNEW I had run six miles rather than having to rely on my pedometer. As it turns out my pedometer is pretty accurate since I reset it. So I can use it with more confidence from now on.
I am trying to feel happy with my progress but there is another more critical voice that comes in. It took me an hour and six minutes to run six miles, which is over 10 minutes a mile. I wish I was faster, and feel a bit disappointed with myself that I am not. Also, I think running slower might actually make the marathon harder. After all, it means more time running.I'm not planning on giving Paula any competition but a 9 or 8 minute mile might feel more satisfying.
However, the book I am reading says just to give yourself the goal of GETTING ROUND the first time you run a marathon. If you set yourself a time goal, you may end up feeling you have failed when you have actually completed one of the biggest challenges of your life.
I know this makes sense, but I think I am a little bit addicted to that critical, perfectionist voice!!